Lonely

Warning...whining ahead. Surgery is coming around the corner but I am feeling very lonely for the first time in a while. I miss having a mate. I am a divorced single mother and have not been with anyone since um.....wow like over 10 years now. On a date or otherwise. I had a dream about David Ducovney from x files...yummmmmmmmm he is so cute hehehee Just wondering how folks deal with the sort of lonliness I am talking about. Thanks! Donna