my thought of the day?

yea the coffe sank in so I started typing what the voices are telling me....so here it goes......... This morning I was sitting here thinking why don't we follow our dreams? Is it because of reality or is because we are scared? Have you ever been so scared of reality that you just said no, with out looking at the reality that something great could come out of this? What makes you who you are? Is it the chances you have taken in your life? The dreams you follow. I am scared everyday that I will not make the right choice for my future, but in doing that I can't move forward in my future because I am scared. I am overall in life happy, but it is just being happy enough to go through life with? I would think that in the fact that we only live life once, we should be way beyond happy almost too ecstatic. Why do we focus so hard on choosing paint colors but hide from life choices? Why do we hide from the obvious when in reality the obvious is what we really want. Life to me is the flip of the coin as long as you can accept reality. The reality of living life with the biggest smile on your face because you are alive and ecstatic is what it is life should be about. Do you live life on the edge, or do you stand back from afar. I think we all need to start living life on the edge the view is much more exhilarating. I want my days to be filled with being exhausted because I lived that day as it was my last, because in reality this very second could be. I let the people judge me for who I am, but in reality they are all different so why change for anybody but myself. In saying all this know one thing, I don't want to change you, but learn from you. If I can learn from you as well as you learn from me we will remain friends forever. If our dreams can be achieved in reality then we will be ecstatic. If we are ecstatic we will be stronger for each other. If we support each other then we won't be afraid of making choices.

Very beautifully said..... WHY do you make me think all the time?? Ok here is my thought.... of course we are ALL scared at some point of not making the right choices and if they tell you their not they are lying. I also think it is about change.... most people don't deal well with change... we become so "routine" that the thought of being happy/following our dreams sometimes doesn't enter the picture. I guess what it boils down to we all are responsible for our own happiness... sure others can contribute but ultimately "if it is to be it is up to me" the best 10- 2 letter words to live by. SOOOO: Live like you are dying, Dance like no one is watching, have no regrets you are responsible for your destiny so give it all you got and don't look back!! There is no going back... you only get one chance at this and it is NOT a dress rehersal!! So if you feel in your gut that this is going to make you happy then by all means GO FOR IT!! Have a GREAT day now put down the coffe and no one gets hurt!! Geesh my head hurts!