make a dream come true in 2006

whatever we want it always requires effort. my dream or wish for 2006 is a number of things. here is my list of things i want to happen in 2006. 1. i want to find a way to cope with having essential tremor(panic attacks) its my number one problem and at the age of 38 there must be a way to free myself from this prison of anxiety which i allow to stop me from living a full happy life. 2. if i cannot lose weight, i would like to learn to accept it and not let it make me feel unattractive. 3.if i can archive number 1, then i will go out and really make use of my full potential which i still believe i havent archieved because of this anxiety. 4.do all the things i want to do but always feel afraid or shy to do. 5.find a girlfriend and hopefully get married and i dont mind what she looks like..every woman is a blessing to mankind. 6.finally devote my life to doing gods will 7.to live the rest of my life happy at long last 8.to believe in myself 9.to learn how to do a good snare drum roll(lol) ive been working on that for years! 10.to be a good father if i ever am blessed with children.

My Dear Friend Trevor, That is a wonderful list! The only suggestion I have for you is to move #6 to #1, then maybe if you keep your eyes on the heavens, and trust in Gods will, the rest of your list will come true. Maureen

hi maureen, thanks for your response. i agree that putting god first then all other things will be added is true. i am trying to build up my faith, i have faltered some over the years for various reasons that most people can relate to. the love of god i think is keeping his commandments and applying bible wisdom to our lives. using bad language for example cost me my job, if only i had applied the bibles advice to always let my speech be acceptable to all. if i had applied that bit of advice i would still hold my job today. with god i feel like a little baby again, taking my first steps towards my mum and she is there smiling with arms held open calling me. ive stumbled many a time in trying to reach god and the thought of trying again makes me feel nervous but i gotta try and if i reach him i have no doubt i will experience a feeling like i have never known before. catch up with you later from trevor : )

Trevor, you sound as if you've got a good game plan. Stick to it and you'll be successful. I am an over comer of panic attacks and overwhelming anxiety. I do take medication but I believe that I am healed from my anxiety attacks. When ever I felt one coming on I would begin to quote scripture "God has not given me a spirit of fear, but of power, love and a sound mind". Good luck to you on your endevours for 2006. May all of your dreams come true and goals are met. You can do it!