Mmmmm.....homemade meatloaf! Hey....can you stop by my work on your way to work each morning and bring me breakfast and lunch? Yours sure sounds better than what I'm packing!!

Have you ever asked yourself these questions and been honest with yourself... When does it go to "I am strong and I believe" to "I have to be strong or no one will believe" When do you go from......" I need to stop caring " to...." I dont give a fluck"...... When "Does it really matter" to "What the hell did I just do"..... When does it go from "this is what I mean " to "this what they think I mean" When does it go from "I need to step back and evaluate" to "I better get out of the way" When does it go from "I need to hold on tighter" to "Its time to let go" When is time to say " I gave it all" to "if I only woulda gave more" How does one forgive if they will never forget ? How do we work on the future, if we keep living the past? How do we find new relationships if we judge on past relationships? How do we start over if we are afraid of starting anything. How do we comunicate if we are afraid of truth?

Yeah, yeah, yeah...work is a likely excuse! I'm ready....let's go!!

Yea yea I hear you. Ok just let me know when yall want to go since my babysitter (mom, yeah thats scary) is dating now I have to schedule farther out, lol.

I am ready. Worn out after the weekend but ready to chow. BTW went to PF Changs for lunch I was thinking of you all and how Ron stood us up again, lol. Chris you must tell me more about the new fella. I will tell you about the weekend deal.