Ever Feel Like You're Not Supposed To Be Here?

You think that was bad, Lance , you should see the one I posted on there a few hours ago .  All I did was talk about how, b/c I'm out of Devrom and waiting on a refill, I'm having some bad stool smells ..  It was so bad I was on the john at work yesterday, looked down, and saw a big ****roach scurrying AWAY from my commode like he was trying to get the hell away from the poison gas!   Instead of some of them at least finding that my tale of woe was quite humerous, you'd think I hit a stick on a nest of tuna hornets  --  they're still buzzing around and calling me every name in the book on that thread  ..  That one two-hundred pound tub of tuna said something about "if you're married, I bet your wife is cheating on you b/c you're so self-absorbed", or some such crap.  I started to respond, "oh, so do think that's the reason why your husband cheated on you???".    Geez, I'm beginning to think only we guys over here can appreciate those kind of tales!    &:-/)

LOL I know I read that post too and you were getting flamed pretty severely. I really didn't see the big deal with your post, but apparently they did. Oh well, that's why we have a men's board so no women have to bug us.

Here's a good example of the double standard on there ..  a DSer gal just posted on there "I THREW UP!"   .. or some such, post ..  detailing how she ate something and - surprise surprise surprise, Sgt. Carter - she hurled.    Now if I had posted that post, the tuna hornets would be furiously swarming, claiming I'm grossing them out,  I must be non-compliant with my surgery (and, again, if I'm married, my wife must be cheating on me  )  .    But a bunch of fellow yellowfins quickly swam to her comfort, including the very first gal to bash me re:  my ****roa*****ident post.   Go figure .. 

Hey Paul, long time no chat.  (by the way the jacket finally fits.. pants.. not yet    thanks again) I don't know what it's called, but I've been thru it off and on for years.  I'll just be going along, and all of a sudden, I feel like I've 'pulled back' inside my head, and instead of living my life, I'm watching "thru" my eyes, like a TV screen watching life go by.  I know what you mean by not fitting 'into the scene' and feeling like I'm not supposed to be here.  As a kid, I just knew I was an alien.. LOL... Seriously, It's a very disconnected feeling, and I've never heard of anyone else having it.. so never really mentioned it.. for fear of the   looks.. LOL. I usually find it happens when I'm not taking charge of my life and living it... actively making choices, having fun, engaged with my family etc.. basically.. when I'm not challenging myself, I get that feeling. Maybe that's it.. maybe you're coasting mentally since you've already lost a good bit of weight, and you need something to challenge yourself. just thinkin... later, Dale

 that could be, Dale ..  or maybe we're both            So glad u're back with us, man and doing SO well with the weight loss!