7/01 Today I will...

Cheddarwurst sounds so yummy.  I love beef and pork and ground meats, but I need to wait 3 more weeks.  Everyone's BBQ smells *so* good - these next 3 weeks might be pretty tough.  I will get over my shy-ness pretty quickly.  I'm actually not shy, but I have a hard time with the "initial" meetings.  I hear what you're saying about being in charge though.  I can be the same way and I do pretty well in any situation as long as it's not the first one. 

eek!  I"m sorry...  but in only 3 weeks you can get into some more solid foods!  And they will taste all the better for the anticipation!

oh yeah... I suck at first meetings.  I'm so very looking forward to dinner on Thursday and also dreading the hell out of it because I know that I'm going to want to hide in a corner... but also want to be out meeting everyone - feeling stupid that I can't remember anyone's name (super bad memory!) and embarrassed as heck about it  :(  So many little insecurities pop up...

But I"ll make it because of the wonderful people on here!!  and the fact I"m also damn stubborn!  lol

*hugs!*