BAD BAD DAY
Hi.....first breathe and relax........Coming from someone that is about a year out from a lower body lift, breast lift and implants, I so know where you are coming from. It will all be ok. The swelling will eventually go down even though it feels like it never will. Even at a year out when it is that time of the month I look like I am about 5 months pregnant.......honestly its crazy. Cut yourself a break - take it day by day and do your best. :)
Keep your chin up it will get better - feel free so PM me if you want to chat.
Jenn