I am back home

Hi everyone I made it home okay.  The flight was not bad at all.  My uncle was so glad I came.  I feel so bad for him his pain is  so bad they have him on liquid morphine every hour and it takes it away for a little while.  we got everything taken care of as far as money, home and crap and he is at peace with himself.  I think he will be gone with in a week.  I took care of him at night while i was there and that one night he was in so much pain I just held him and waited for the morphine to kick in.  I got my picture taken  with him and gor one of him and my dad together as well.  Up in GA in the great smokey mountains is awesome so pretty but all the spiders and crap some are poisonous and the little lizzards are cool as well.  I am glad to be back in MN....... I wish I could od stayed with him longer he didn't want me to go and the epople staying with him said he changed the day I cam his color came back and he was doing stuff around the house they said I brought him back for a little bit.... if it's true I don't know....I love and miss him so much it hurts so bad.  I slept amybe an hour lastnight knowing I was leaving and never seeing him again..... I don't think I ever cried so much or so hard.  When i left for the plane we had to leave his place by 4am to get to atlanta by7 I woke him up and told him again how much he meant to me and how much I loved him.  I left a little note in his med book that he will see.  I am so glad I went to get the peace of mind and closure.  I want to thank you all for your support and prayers for him.  Pray he goes quickly so he doesn't have to suffer anymore.  Thanks again guys...... Many hugs to you all  Marsha

Glad that you are back safe and sound. Sorry that you had to go through all of that. But, it seems as though you got the closure that you will need to deal with this.
You are such a great person to always be so caring of others. I'm sure your uncle will treasure his time with  you as you will with him!!

As always my thoughts and prayers are with you!!

Thanks sweetie...... I wish there was more I could do for him ya know......Can't wait to  get together one of these days........

Marsha- I'm glad you made the decision to go. I know were wavering for a bit there. It sounds like your uncle loved that you came to visit, and were able to spend time with him. I hope they can manage his pain alittle better. Is liquid morphine the best thing they have for him?

I am so glad you were able to spend some time with your uncle even though it was difficult. I know you will treasure that decision in time and he will have such nice memories of the time you spent with him. My prayers are with you and with him for releif from his pain. Hugs to you!

Marsha....I am glad you are safely back home once again.

What a blessing you are to your Uncle and the rest of your family.
My heart broke reading your post and knowing how painful this trip was for you. You have earned your wings sweetie.

My thoughts and prayers continue for your Uncle, you, and the rest of your family!

I am only a phone call away...I love you sweetie!!

Hugs....connie d

Hey Marsha... it's  so good that you went. You will never forget that or regret it. I have been in the same situation... and I hope he goes peacefully. I am so sorry.

Glad that you are back safe. I do believe it was you that perked him up. The same thing happened when I went to visit my mom before she passed. Then, when I was gone, she went down hill pretty quickly. I will continue with my prayers for you. I pray he passes peacefully.

Hugs,
Lori

Sweetie Marsha, thoughts and prayers for you and your family during this difficult time. After the storm......the sun  .  Take care of you!  Lotsa luv and hugs, Patti

Marsha,

Welcome home......I'm glad you went and spent some quality time with your Uncle.....

Seeing someone we care so much for in pain is so hard.......Hopefully God will make his pain go away soon.......

What a neat thing to do by leaving him a note in his book.....He will treasure that......

Take care, Kelly