Made it through the holidays
I am sure glad Christmas is over. I made it through, some bad days but mostly good ones. I feel like complete crap I didn't eat alot but ate often. My tummy is rumblen and I am done eating for awhile. The hospital called me on tuesday and said they would not help my dad anymore with physical therapy, That he is unresponsive again. Then about 20 min later the lady that is in charge of things there called wanted to know how we are doing that she hasn't heard from me or my brother and said that we should take him off the breathing machine. Once again we are back to this. I was so heartbroken. Once again I went to Fargo tuesday night I walked into his room and he was so sweaty and cold he didn;t look good and didn't respond to me didn't even know i was there. I sat with him for a couple hours and I was so sick got the foamies from crying so much I layed with him forawhile and said my goodbyes and left. I drove right back home got home aroung 3am and went to bed. The thing is you guys is he was in the car with me all the way home. He made sure I got home okay. I feel him with me at certain times. Needless to say my brother won't take him off. I will no longer go bavk to see him however I do call everyday to check on him. I am so at peace with everything And it feels great. It was so weird not having my dad with us for Xmas or Jer's grandma I miss her so much too. I did find it in my heart to forgive my grandma (my dads mom) for what she had said and I called her on Xmas and everything is okay there now. Anyways enough of that. I hope you all had a fun and safe Xmas and I hope you all have a fun and happy safe New Year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want to come to a coffee soon. Where is it this next sat??????
Hugs to you all Marsha
Sorry you are still going through this. Your brother is an ass for making you dad go through this too.....
Burnsville or West St. Paul coffee is next Saturday (3rd) for us down here in the south and eastern burbs. Panera in Burnsville Center and Caribou on Robert by Signal Hills Mall in West St. Paul. Both are at 8:30ish....
Miss you!!! I'll keep you and your dad in my prayers.
Fitness is not about age or a size -- it's really about an attitude and life style!!!
Life is not measured by the number of breathes we take, but by the moments that take our breathe away~~
Hey Marsha, So sorry you are still dealing with all this stuff. I'm glad that you are feeling at peace with things that is so important. I continue to think about you and keep you in my prayers daily!!!
The next coffee is Burnsville I should be there. It would be great if you made it!
Best wishes and Happy New Year to you my surgery sister!!
"You can't love if you don't love yourself"
