OMG What a first day out PLEASE PRAY!!!

FIRST I WANT TO START WITH THE GOOD NEWS I GOT  OUT OF THE HOSPITAL AND I AM FEELIN WELL!!!

UNTILL I GOT HOME I WENT TO CHURCH TONIGHT AND EVERYTHING AND I HAD BEEN TALKIN TO MY MOM AND SHE JUST QUIT TEXTIN ME WHEN SHE FOUND OUT I WASN'T COMIN HOME I SWEAR I CAN'T WIN WITH HER SHE NEVER TOLD ME ONE WAY OR ANOTHER IF SHE WANTED ME THERE SO I ASSUMED
 
SHE IGNORED ALL MY CALLS AND TEXTS AND THEN WHEN I GOT HOME I SAID MOM I HAVE BEEN WORRIED ABOUT YOU AND SHE WAS LIKE WHY IT DON'T MATTER BLAH BLAH BLAH.
I BROUGH IN SOME STUFF FROM THE HOSPITAL AND I ASKED HER WHERE MY STUFF WAS AND SHE TOLD ME THAT SHE TOOK IT UPSTAIRS SO MY FRIEND OFFERED TO GO UP AND GET IT AND SHE SAID NO VALERIE CAN GO UP AND GET IT HERSLEF AND WOULDN'T LET HER GO UP THERE SO I WENT UP AND GOT MY STUFF THEN SHE PROCEEDED TO TELL ME THAT THE STUFF THAT I HAD BROUGHT HOME FROM THE HOSPITAL NEEDED TO GO UPSTAIRS TOO SO I HAD TO TAKE EVERYTHING UP YET AGAIN, NEEDLESS TO SAY I FEEL IT

AND THEN TO MAKE A ALREADY ****TY NIGHT WORSE I LOST YEA LOST MY PAIN MEDS. I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE THEY WENT IF THEY ARE AT HOME IN A BAG OR IF THEY FELL OUT WHEN I WAS MOVIN CARS OR IF I LEFT THEM IN MY OTHER FRIENDS CAR BUT I CAN'T FIND THEM ANYWHERE SO HERE I AM IN PAIN WITH NOTHING TO TAKE FOR IT.

 I'M SO STRESSED AND FRUSTRATED I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO I AM GOIN TO GO HOME IN THE MORNIN AND CHECK BUT IF THEY ARE NOT THERE I DON'T KNOW WHERE THEY WENT I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MY MOM I REALLY AM HAPPY THAT I HAD THE SURGRY BUT FOR REAL COULDN'T THINGS GO WRONG FUTHER DOWN THE ROAD??

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PRAY FOR ME SO I AM NOT IN PAIN AND I FIND MY MEDS AND THAT THINGS WITH MY MOM GET BETTER I CAN'T KEEP LIVIN LIKE THIS THANKS!!!

Get away from your mother!! I don't mean to be mean about it, but this is your TIME TO HEAL. Get away from negativity. She obviously needs her time away, and you do too! Find a supportive friend, pay her if you need to, and go home and have someone take care of you!!!

Your mom - some day - when you are healthy and show her the results - she will be happy. Until then, let her be. She is probably frustrated, scared and frustrated some more that she has no control over the situation.

I know what it's like to have a stubborn frustrated family member.... let her vent in her own way... but get away from it and take time for yourself.

If your meds don't show up, get some more - you'll  need them!

I don't think that I could get more I don't think that my insurance company will give them to me I just got it filled today and I don't know how to get a presiption. I have to be on Oxy  cuz the lowertab made me sick to my tummy so I was told that the paper had to be hand dilivered and I am 30 mins away from my doctor ahhh I'm so stressed and my anxiety is though the roof!!!
I can't take it anymore

Then don't take it any more. Make the choice to be stress-free.

What about the friend you were going to stay with? The stress is gonna make you sick. You need to think about you....and leave girl!!

I'm sorry I didn't get on the boards and see this sooner, but I agree with Elena.  You need to get away from your mom if at all possible - not only is she full of negativity that you don't need, but you're going to probably get REAL EMOTIONAL over the coming weeks as all the estrogen stored in your fat starts to spill.  You need peace and support, which sounds unlikely at home.

You took the big step towards a healthier life, now be sure you follow through and do what needs to be done to ensure your success!

I am concerned about you...hope you moved out...at least until you are feeling stronger.  You don't need to be treated that way. You need to be around positive people andspeople who will help you!!!

Hugs, connie d