When it rains it pours

So my week has actually gone by fast. My mom and I havn't had any verbal contact since Tueday and I think that it has been for the best it sucks but its workin. My spirits have been up and I've been doing good. Now things are goin on at work for my summer job and I am unsure that camp is where I belong this summer. I am goin to be movin to Red Wing in the fall for school but maybe its time for me to just move there and not even do my summer job AHHH I don't know what to do!! Prayers would be AMAZING thanks!
~Valerie~

Just listen to your gut... you will know what to do. I had to make a big decision to say NO to a job opportunity that would negatively affect my health. You need to figure out what feels right for you... camp or Red Wing... or whatever it may be.. and go do it! Think of yourself first..

Elena-
Thanks for your kind words I just hope that my life calms down a little and soon I can't keep going through all this emotional stuff. The thing that scares me the most is that the economy is SO bad I'm scared that I am not going to be able to find another job and I can't move without a job since I have NO money AHHH Why does life have to be so difucult??

You should definitely line up a job BEFORE moving - many avenues online to search in whatever area you want.  Maybe your dad would help you with some $ to get you started?  You could also check with the school, see what options they might be able to offer you for housing and/or employment.

Just don't settle for what might be easiest - sometimes the best things in life are a lot of work!

Thanks Darla!! I know that I can't move untill I have a job I can't go into a town without somthing lined up I am SO scared that with the job market the way it is that I am not goin to find somthnig and all I know is that I am not sure that I belong at camp AHHH I love it when life throws me a curve ball