OT: And the story goes on!

So its almost 3 weeks!! I can't believe how time flys. I am starting to hate the weekends. That seems to be when my world crashes down. This last weekend my mom and I got into it again (she went through my wallet and found my food stamp card and told me that I am stealing from the government cuz I don't belong getting benifits cuz I live under their roof and they pay for everything, I am finatially resopnsible for my own food and my mother has made that quite clear and we don't cook meals together and haven't since surgery)  I'm not letting this bother me though. What hit me the hardest this weekend was a friend decided that she wanted to start some drama and she accused me of hacking into her facebook and changing her status to somthing about how her new man is so good in bed. When I was no where near a computer and I don't know how to hack into peoples things and like I don't have better things to do then hack into her site I really just think that she is jelious cuz like 3 years ago she stole a friend of mine and was sleeping with him and he is just usuing her and she found out that we were hanging out that night that her status changed I think that she changed it herself and just wanted to start drama cuz she knows she aint allowed on his property and I am. I think that it is sad that a guy has to come in between a friendship and she is the one that keeps putting him in the middle. but this is not the first time that this has happened you think that I would have learned my lesson the first time. What is eatin me the most is that I know that I didn't do it it ****** me off that she is ruinin my credability I'm sorry but I have better things to do then go around and try to ruin other peoples lives. Then to make matters worse I have another friend who won't talk to me now cuz I had surgery (she is a bigger girl) she said that God made me this way and I should have not changed it I can't wait till I can get out of this town and make a fresh start for myself! Oh life is grand can someone please reasure me that things do get better eventually?? I need all the hope I can get.

Since this is totally Off Topic of weight loss, can you please be sure to put "OT" in your title next time? Thanks.


And I've got a quote for you today.
"Cir****tances never get right, you make them right."

Did you really just waste your time with a reply like that..ahahaha.

With all due respect, the same could be said to YOU.

Ok...here's my take on things.  Your friend that accused you of the Facebook thing is jealous because you're doing something to improve your quality of life.  Your friend who is mad that you "changed your body that God gave you" is jealous because you had the guts and determination to provide a better life for yourself!  My feeling is this.  God gave us the freedom of choice.  I have chosen to put food in my mouth that wasn't the healthiest.  MY choice, MY mistake, MY chance to correct the "error of my ways."

Your mom, and I know this sounds harsh...but your mom sounds like a real piece of work!!!  She should be your strongest support in this time of your life!!!!  I"m glad you have this forum/website, etc. to help you through the hard times!  Your mom claims they're supporting you completely???  Who pays for your gas in your car, your spending money, your food, your laundry, your medical appointments????  If the state gave you assistance it's because you are in need of the assistance.  Honestly, she has no right to go through your wallet!  My son is almost 19, and I wouldn't dare!  To me, she sounds like a person who is trying to sabotage your efforts.  Please don't let her!  You're already down 24 pounds after only 3 weeks!  You have decided to make life better and healthier for you.  You want to live!  You sound like me in the fact that you know you've made poor choices in foods, and know if you don't change, you'll die. 

I hope you can get through this rough period in your life.  Look at yourself everyday, and find something to like about yourself!  Whether it's your eyes, your teeth, your earlobes...something.  Say, "I really do like you...and now, I'm taking care of you!"

Good luck!
Anne