Not feelin' it

Thanks alot for the responses.  I don't feel that I need to research the surgery anymore.  Every website, explains exactly what happens during the process, and after.  They basically all say the same things.  I think I am so concerned with failing, that I don't realize that there is a chance to NOT fail.  I think I was set off on the idea of failing when my DOCTOR told me that people my age are the people who are the most unsuccessful at weight loss surgery. This put an enormous amount of presure on me. I would think that he would want to be encouraging. I think I will look at seeing a counselor, I've seen them throughout my adolescents and adulthood, now might be a good time.