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I look at my before pictures and I honestly don't remember seeing THAT person looking back at me in the mirror. I think when I was SO heavy, I looked at my hair, my eyes, little pieces of the picture. I always picked up the wrong size (back then, too small and had to go up. Now, too big and have to go down.)
I still have no idea what I look like, and when I see pictures I'm always surprised.
But I do so enjoy walking past Lane Bryant, or the plus departments, and in my head I silently stick out my tongue and give them a big Bronx cheer.
The other thing I enjoy is NOT buying something if it isn't fabulous. I used to have to take what I could get, or what I could close, no matter what it looked like or cost, because my options were so limited.
That is a thrill no number on the scale can compare with. You'll get there!
I've always been the heavier and heaviest in every aspect of my life. In school I was always teasted and riddiculed. I ballooned to 333 pounds and accepted it. I mean, my favorite store was always Lane Bryant. I accepted that I had to pay a ridiculous amount of extra money for a t-shirt etc. But hey, they carried size 24/26 things that fit me. I made the clothes that I had "work" for me. After losing the weight, I would always get kind complements and such on how "great" I look. When I look in the mirror, I still see myself at 300+ pounds. Although my overall well being, energy, and health are much improved, I don't see myself any different. I see the scale at a very incredible weight, 160 pounds, but I still can't get the idea in my head that I am that weight. I still walk into Lane Bryant and other plus sized clothing stores and the sales people are always like "what is she doing in here?" But it's my comfort zone and still getting used to things after 33 months out.
So anyway, yes, chin up, and hopefully you will get those looks one day from the sales people at Lane Bryant, etc asking why are you here?
Good luck to you!
Janice
all the weight has been lost post-op..I LOVE MY BAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
highest weight: 333 pounds (I know I gained after my last "weigh in" in the doctors office so probably it's more like 340 pounds)
current weight: 151 pounds (7/12/11)
I've been at goal (165 pounds) for 6 months now and now on maintence. I tend to go up and down depending on time of the month and such! 
Kimi
Everything happens for a reason..Just believe...
Nannette
Lap RNY 6/16/03
Revise to DS 8/15/11
Been there – done that – still there.
For me my MAJOR distortion was I always saw myself as the 275 pound guy I thought was considered fat – even at 435. Whenever a extremely large person walked into a room – I would ask my friends “AM I AS BIG AS THAT PERSON" – and they would all say “Noooooooooooooooooooooo". And I was relieved. Little did I realize they were actually saying “Noooooooooooooooooo – you’re much bigger".
To this day, when I look at pictures prior to my operation and compare to now – I don’t see much of a difference. Whenever someone tells me “you look great" I always reply “thanks for lying" – because I still don’t see anything other than that 275 pound guy.
However that doesn’t stop me or change my view on my ultimate goal. And it’s the other “non-scale / non-picture" victories that remind me from where I came (example: being able to cross my legs; sitting in a booth / theater seat; putting on my socks; sitting in a pew without my a$****ting the bench; sitting on a plane with an extender, etc).
There are Doctors out there who can help with this. For ME I don’t mind it – in fact it keeps me focused.
Tom
“Nothing I will ever eat will give me the feeling I get as when I lose weight” The views expressed are based on my own experiences - and should NOT BE FOLLOWED IN LIEU OF DOCTOR’S ADVICE/INSTRUCTIONS. Only your Doctor knows your condition, and make sure you talk to them before making any changes to your diet
-Adam - 6'6" - From 450 lbs to GOAL in 9 months...
Phase 1: Completed 10/2008.
Phase 2: Weightlifting - Goal: Add 40 lbs of muscle. Completed 2/15/2011.
Phas 3: Cut to 10% body fat.
MY STORY: imthebiggestloser.blogspot.com/
go to www.myprogramforlife.com for dates and times. They do not have the date listed yet for the December class.
Thanks,
Stella
The one from TJ's is sooooo much cheaper.... and just as good. It is in the baking section on the bottom shelf just below the sugar. (at the one in FP).
Thanks,
Stella
