thanks from a newbie
i am very excited to become a part of this family. thanks to you *****sponded to my very first post. it means a lot to me. this is truly a journey that i don't want to or have to take alone. i am learning so much from all of you. at this point i am ready to submit to my insurance a request and this time I AM NOT BACKING OUT lol. i am finally comfortable with my decision and feel i am choosing life. i have exhausted all other avenues which is mainly why i am feeling good about this decision (today anyway) of course i am scared, i have read so much about the struggles and fear i will fail AGAIN. it seems that the first 12-13 months are the toughest. i've read so many stories on here that i couldn't have written better myself. i feel like its all been written by me. i've always felt i am the biggest food addict alive. after reading, i've learned i'm not alone. stay tuned for my picture to upload.