I cried at something silly

Yesterday, I thought I was supposed to have my one month nutritionist's appointment. However, when I called, the receptionist (a very gentle woman named Debbie) said that the appointment wasn't until NEXT Monday, the 27th. I checked my planner and sure enough I had written it for the 27th! How could I have been so STUPID?!? I hung up and just cried and cried and cried! I can't believe I cried so much! I guess it's because I was SO looking forward to eating real, regular solid food. *deep sigh* Oh well. It's just another week. In the end, it's what's best for my pouchie. Oh, and my mom said, "So, when are you supposed to get your period?" (she wasn't being mean or rude; she just knows me very well 'cuz she's my best friend) It took me two seconds to answer, "Any second now." Wouldn't you know; within an hour I had gotten it. Weird, huh? Explains the onslaught of emotions and the waterfall sprung from my eyesockets. *sigh again* I'm better now. Thanks for listening....er, reading. Jen Halliday

Jen congratulations on your surgery.....and welcome to the losing side...... I just want to let you know that your journey will be very emotional......you will have your ups and downs.....but just know that it was all worth it..... have a great day hun Christine

Jen, Well thanks for sharing that hun, CONGRATS on your surgery Like Christine said this journey is mixed with so many emotions (PMS aside), there are times when i just cried for no reason and later thought about lossing my best friend/love...FOOD so it takes some time for our minds and bodies to get back to feeling formal. Take care ~Hugs~ I wish you much success Debra P

H Jen, First of all Welcome to the losing side. I am happy for you that your surgery went well. And I understand how you could get emotional over the mix-up in the appointment--I seem to have become very much more emotional since my surgery. The least little thing can bring me to tears--I guess that's why I am still seeing a psychologist. I have to deal with food issues AND life issues. And I don't have my best friend (Mr. Chocolate) to fall back on any more. I am too old for a period --but sometimes I think that my body would love the excuse that it was that "time of month". I don't have any excuse for becoming an emotional wreck! Just a little I guess. Oh well, Just try to take things easy --you'll do fine and you can always cry on our shoulders. Be Blessed, Marian S.C. 242.4/ 173/goal 125-130???