Good-Bye My Precious One
I know I'll never talk to you
Or hold you in my arms-
Not a day goes by when I don't wish
You'd never come to harm.
I cry alone and hope I'll wake
To find it's just a dream
But I know that isn't possible
Though easy, it would seem.
So here, today, I say to you
"Good-bye, my precious one"
For tears I've cried won't bring you back
Or undo what has been done.
I know that you can't hear my words
Or listen to my thoughts
But in this way, someday I'll find
The acceptance I have sought.
I know I'll never hear you cry
Or wipe away your tears
When you were torn away from me
I realized my worst fears.
My hopes and dreams I had for you
Will never come to be
But I hope in time, with love and faith,
Some peace will come to me.
I wrote this for the memorial program for the baby that I lost at five months gestation. I was assaulted by a neighbor, on January 23rd, 2004, who had been in and out of mental institutions. It still burns me up that he was out and about to do this, but I am more upset that Jamie Lee is gone.
Carrie L. In Apple Valley, CA
Take Care All!


I am so sorry for your pain but always know that there are other mothers out there that carries the same pain and heart ache and I am one of those mother's, I lost my little one 1-1-95 one of my hubby's ex- girlfriends attached me and I went into premature labor and nothing has ever been done about it, my daughter name was Faith, thats all I had to hold on to was Faith untill she took her last breath in my arms.