Yep, I know Tammy.. Co-Workers can really psych you out for sure! They all think they are giving sound advise and yet it is amazing what anxiety they can cause. That is why this board is sooooooo refreshing and helpful as you are seeing and reserching what people who have actually gone through what your doing, feeling, and about to experience. If I didnt have this route of information to rely on I actually dont think I would go through with itAnd being a Nurse does give you the advantage of knowing what you should do post op for sure. Any way , THANKS for your kind words and encouragement along with all others who have been so kind to respond to my Post.. I COULDNT do it without all of you!!!! Thanks So Much Lorraine

Lorraine, Trust me, I felt the same way you are feeling now. I had my surgery 2 weeks ago - and, in the weeks prior to my surgery - heard it all...."are you sure you want to go thru with this, tammy??" I work at the hospital where I had the surgery....and have seen the good, the bad, and the ugly...but, I had to put my trust in the surgeon - to do the right thing. I was convinced that I was going to die....cried every time I thought about the surgery. Everyone told me it was normal to feel that way. I do know that because I am a nurse - I pushed myself postop...to get up and walk, to cough and deep breathe, and to do my incentive spirometer....you have all this knowledge - let it work to your advantage....and try to think positive. The hardest decision for me was to admit that I NEEDED this surgery. If you have done your homework, and know that this surgery is your ticket to health - try to keep positive. I convinced myself that 2/7/06 was a new birthday for me...and that it was the beginning of good luck....and the end of the bad. I know it has only been a few weeks for me...but, I have energy, and am alive and well. (thank god) Good luck, and prayers to you!! Tammy

Great News Joanne. I want to do the same thing, what program are you looking at??? I received my ADN in 1990, and my BSN in 2004.... I am looking at Holy Names University in Oakland CA, they run a once amonth long weekend program for FNP.....

Hi Lorraine, I agree try to relax! Easy for me to say now at 2 years out. I am starting reconstruction and am exciting but still have concerns about the pain, how will I lay down etc. You are a nurse and know all the bad and then everyone has all the horror stories to tell. I too questioned myself before. All I can say is that I wish I had decided sooner. My life has changed 200% for the better. 12 hour shifts don't kill me anymore, my feet, back and legs aren't swollen and hurting. The blood sugar and blood pressure are normal too. You are normal too. Good luck to you on your journey! Sending you good thoughts. Robin

Hi Sharon, I don't know, that seems very odd to me also. What procedure are you having? Pat