The Sun will come out.....
Yep... I'm doing the liquid diet today and will leave for the hospital at 3 am on Monday morning. Check in is at 5 am and my surgery is at 7:30 am. First one on of the day as far as I know. I'm just cleaning house like a mad women.. getting my guest room ready for the sitter... she is spending the night tonight.. (hubby will be with me the first day). I'm more nervous about my kids and the sitter.. and getting everything ready for them. Meals and such planned out.. I suppose that is my way of avoiding thinking about what I'm about to do to myself! LOL I know I will be fine... I felt this way sorta on my wedding day.. that heaviness of the commitment I was about to embark on was very real to me. I'm about to get married to a healthy lifestyle... to a re-arranged inside.. till death do us part. ha! Do you, Shakeira, take this new pouch to be your lawfully wedded stomach.. to have and to hold till this day forward.. to eat protein before carbs, to drink water instead of soda, to shun head hunger, and exercise daily as long as you both shall live? I DO! whooo hooo. Sorry.. I'm feeling weird today. My prayers go out to all that are having their surgery the same day as me.. and around the same time. I look forward to being losers right along with you. -Shakeira
Little Angel 8/14/09 ectopic 
