Pre-op appt:) lack in support:(

i dont have alot of support although i do have a cousin who is going in right after me. but ive been told,
your to old to try to be a teenager-i dont want to be a teenager. i want to be thin and healthy
i was told its a sin to re-arrange what god made. -its a sin to also eat to oblivion and have your gallbladder removed then.
ive been told you will look so old when all your face skin falls down-cant have any more wrinkles then i do right now
but you will look sick they say- duh!! i thought i was already sick. my fat is killing me. we are going to hear all kinds of things and that in itself can scare the dooky out of ya. im so nervous i shake about it . but i knw i need it and cant put it off because everybody else thinks so. they dont try to walk in this body day to day . I DO!! YOUR BODY-YOUR DECISION