Im back... but feeling anxious!

I went through the whole process to get the RNY starting in last January.  In April, my insurance told me they wanted me to have 2 more months of nutrition tracking and I promply lost my job.  No job = no insurance = no WLS.  I have found a new job (that I love!) that has the same insurance (Blue shield of CA) so I am able to go back to my old dr and surgeon.  But I'm nervous... anxious... scared.  I've already been through all of the appointments, blood draws, scopes and other not-so-fun stuff once just to get a "not yet" ... here I am, starting again from step one (seeing my regular dr to get a referal to a baratric surgeon).  I have high hopes that 2012 will be my year for a lot of things... this is at the top of that list!  I want this.  I need this.  And, I deserve this.

Thanks for your support!

I wish you all the best and hope you get approved for surgery soon. This was the best gift i could have ever given myself!!! Good luck and dont give up!!!