Emotional roller coaster-For the first time..
RNY on 02/17/12
I seem to be a posty-pants tonight, but I just wanted to tell you that you totally deserve to be appreciated. The week I made the decision to have my surgery, I was a party, and a friend suggested that he found me really attractive because I was bigger. I almost threw up, I had such a violent emotional reaction. That took some working out in my head!
You are beautiful! I understand how hard it is to see yourself through the eyes of others, especially when they see things you don't. They see the beauty that starts on the inside and radiates out......We all deserve to find someone who can see that. I was blessed to find a wonderful man who sees my beauty, even when I can't. I will say though - I didn't find him in my time, it was in God's time. I pray you'll find the same thing one day. :-)
RNY on 01/18/12
I have been getting so excited about clothes that I bought a new sewing machine. I haven't made anything for myself (apart from the occasional theatrical costume) in YEARS. The sewing machine I got is super-sweet, too. I love it!



