OT - 3 minor confessions

 I thought this would be fun..I'm totally hijacking it from the myfitnesspal forums..

Simply state 3 minor confessions weight loss/diet/relationship/addiction/strange hobbies related..whatever. THIS IS NOT FOR ANYONE TO JUDGE YOU!!! Don't reply to someone to judge them..if they have a question/need support for something they can start a topic. 

 1. I'm 27, have 3 kids, and WANT to shop in the JUNIORS department
 2. I'm online WAY too much..I'm a stay at home mom so when the kids are playing together I've got my laptop or ipad or iphone online here..or FB..or myfitnesspal or tmz or the news..etc even when I'm working out or cleaning I'm on my iphone. 
 3. I haven't given up smoking yet. I've only had 1/2 of a cigarette since my surgery but I feel like I will still smoke in a social setting. (A pack normally lasts me 3 months..and I toss it because they are stale)

1.  When I go to my favorite restaurant and know I'm about to order off my plan, like way off, I look around to make sure my surgeon isn't there.  I HATE that I do that.  It makes me feel so dishonest.  I do not eat off plan all the time, but this particular restaurant....

2.  I want to turn back the clock for all the wasted years when I lived obese which means plastic surgery is the only thing I am concentrating on now - other than maintaining.

3.  I guess I have to admit in order to maintain my weight/size I have to live on a semi-diet 24/7, and I am very happy that I do.