Super furious! What the hell!? (LONG)

So, I posted earlier today how happy I was to fit into clothes at Banana Republic.

But talk about mood swings! Now I'm pissed at the world! Over nothing! In a matter of minutes, I screamed at my husband, slammed the door, threw myself on the bed and started crying.

You know why? I HAVE NO CLUE! There's no reason for it. All over a car part that's $12. Which, on any other day, I'd say, who cares? But today, idk. I'm going crazy. I didn't go to work today cause I was feeling a little grumpy. But just a little. But I know when I start to feel like this, I'll be PMSing at any moment. But the day went fine. I went shopping, went out with my husband, bought some cute lingerie. So things were good. Then all of a sudden...I don't know! I went nuts! I was do mad I was shaking. Then I was sad and bawling. I think I've calmed down now, but If my husband tries to talk to me right now, I know I will blow up.

What is going on with me? Has this happened to any of you? I mean, I've had pms before, and I know I've had anger issues in the past, but this is crazy! This is way different than anything I've had before.

Anyways, seems like writing it out has calmed me down big time. Thanks for reading.

 I usually go for a run when I feel like that.  For me it's caused by anxiety and after a nice long run I'm mellow and can think straight.

Learning how to bite my tongue has been a tough road.

 I don't have any idea but I'm sorry that you are feeling this way. Hopefully tomorrow will be better for everyone :)

That's a good idea, but I'm sore from the run this morning! So sore.... Maybe I'll some kickboxing...

 I'm only 2 months out, but I have felt like this quite often.  Some days I don't want to get out of bed because I am so sad, the other times I feel like I could take over the world because I am so happy.  Horomones are a *****  Horomones mixed with PMS mixed with this surgery mixed with LIFE just takes over some times.  You're normal.  I'm normal.  But sometimes when we are acting so erratically it is hard to realize that.  

Gawd. I'm sorry you're going through this.

I totally get it. When I get like that, it's anxiety that has built up to an ungodly level plus PMS, which for me is eleventy jillion times worse since surgery.

I was so upset one day, and my DH was trying to figure out what was wrong, but all I could do is wave my hand in front of my face, tell him how verklempt I was, and also tell him about how much it sucked to actually having to feel my feelings instead of eating to distract or anesthetize myself.

hugs and feel better soon

Sorry. It will get better. Hormones are pesky lil devils!

I wonder if its because we no longer have food to soothe our souls, so its kinda like coming out of an addiction and having to feel the emotions you might not have let yourself feel before??

I had major mood swings up to a year post op. it has something to do with the body releasing hormones with rapid weight loss. I put a hole in the wall, and I never get that upset.

Aaaaah! I'm freaking pissed off again! I need to just breath deep. I sat down, by myself, prayed to God, calmed myself down, and in comes my husband to tell me the brakes on my car need to be changed (which is what our original argument was about) Really?! Really?!!!! I told you that two weeks ago! Why would you come over to me to tell me something I already know?! Ugh. I'm just frustrated. I must be burning all my estrogen as we speak! Man, I hope this is over soon. Thank you guys for your responses. It's good to know I'm not the only that's crazy! Lol!