I need help its long sorry

Honestly no one feels sorry for you except you, now is the time to grow up and accept responsibility for your actions.  If you chose to get MO and have a life altering surgery with no preparation I agree look into the take down because you will fail at this long term.  Have you heard wls is a tool, if not I will explain, it will help you lose weight easily for a limited time, in that time you need to teach yourself how to eat properly and retrain you fat thinking into thin thinking.  As time wears on it is you who are in control of your eating and what you weigh and the easy weight loss subsides.  You can suck it up and do this right and stop whining like a child, and remember people are dying waiting for the second chance you were just given, or just go get the surgery taken down and give up.  

I just realized you are the poster that I made reference to in one of my postings the other day about reading of someone wanting a reversal and you had only been out of surgery and home a matter of days.  You better get some help like right now Momma1991 and call your surgeon get a referral to go see a therapist because you are undermining everything and you see no way out because you have already given up.  Jane