Kind Of Surreal!
So I weighed myself last night. I am officially under 300 pounds for the first time in 10 YEARS! I am at 298.5 pounds! I knew having the surgery, I would lose this weight between the tool and my efforts. But at the same time it feels surreal.. Guess it was hard for me to believe that I could actually do this!
10 months post-op and still surreal here. Wondering when that, "I can't believe this is happening" ever goes away? I have moments where I just break down and cry in disbelief. I tell myself, "stop crying, stop worrying and start enjoying this new life," and for the most part, I am. I can't help wonder if I am going through some mild form of post-traumatic stress syndrome, but that may be too much of a stretch and an insult to those *****ally have. We got this, though, right?!
Congratulations! That was the best feeling, wasn't it?! When I hit under 300 lbs I just couldn't have been happier. Keep it up, girl!
Start Wt: 355 Surgery Wt: 331 Current Wt: 253 Goal Wt: 175 Had RNY on 7/10/13
My blog about my journey - Up From Under