anyone in fear of gainng weight?

Momma1991 you sound pretty normal to me, but you are going to have to get over it because you have to eat to continue to lose.  Your body needs something to nouri****  I am almost 4 years out and feel that anything over the amount I ate 2 months out of surgery is too much.  At almost 4 years out, I simply cannot survive off of that little food.  Just keep telling yourself food=weight loss!