Emotional roller coaster ride for me today
Got up this morning and after 2 days of not being able to keep anything down, was feeling rough. DH noticed bright red blood covering about half of the white in my right eye. It was not hurting and could see fine. Still throwing up this morning, hurting in my back, and discomfort in my chest. So I finally got scared enough to call the Dr. and they told me to come in. DH wanted to take me to ER, but the Dr. was in the office this afternoon and wanted me to come there. So with all this going on, I got really upset, worried, crying, didn't know what the heck was happening. I did not want them to take fluid out, they had allready done that twice since my last fill. Got there, saw the Dr. he seems to think that because I have been throwing everything up for the past 2 days, that I was swollen and that is why I could not keep anything down. He ended up taking fluid out anyway, but said right now it was for the best. He had me drink before I left and I could really tell a difference. He also put me on meds for acid reducer and mucus relief. He seem's to think that the blood in my eye is just from me straining, heaving, etc. I am feeling pretty good now, have to do the fluids until Friday and then start on soft foods, I know the routine. Now on to the weird good news. Me and Dr. really looked over my chart and was talking about how much I had lost. He told me that I had lost a total of 91 lbs since I first came to him in late 2006 and of that 56 lbs since surgery. Not sure if I mixed up the numbers or what, but anyway I can not believe I have almost hit that 100 lbs mark. He bragged on me and told me to keep it up.After I left his office, again came the tears, just a flowing, but for a happy reason this time. Just wanted to share with you guys, I have tried to update my ticker and I hope it works. Sorry for this being so long. Hope everyone has had a great day. Cheryl
for bench sliding. Hugs Barb 
