best day yet!

I'm exhausted now, but had a full day, without breaks/cat naps and felt okay.  In a positive mood too.  My weight is finally going in the right direction since surgery 9 days ago.  It took enough MOM yesterday, to blast what was bottled up in me for the last week.  Yesterday I had a pity party in the afternoon, crying my eyes out and asking why I did this.  I felt crappy and lost it when I walked into the kitchen to find the mess my daughter left.  A friend called at the right moment, I had a vent and then moved on.  Woke up this morning feeling good and chipper.  Still know why I did this and am glad I did (at least most of the time)!

I can totally understand ! that is my fear 2. .that the weight wont decrease as fast as i want it ! Everything happens for a reason and the weight will come off when it wants to, not necessarily when you'd like it. Don't regret the decision, you did this for your health so that you can be around for the people you love. when you get leary just remember that. i wish you all the best in your weight loss adventure. i hope to be joining you on the losers bench soon!

Thanks D'Andra!  I knew that I wasn't losing because of being constipated so badly.  Slso, someone here said that because I lost so much pre-op, my initial post-op loss may not be as great as some.  I'm ok with that - just gave into a moment of feeling sorry for myself.  I think the cry did me well.  Good luck to you too!!