countdown

So we are officially into September.  By October I will have only 1/4 of my stomach!  I'm still terrified of the surgery but keep reminding myself daily that this is my only choice.  After countless years of starting every day on a diet and failing every night, I can't do it alone anymore.  I think back to all the things I have done in order to maintain this weight and can't wait to change so I can become healthy.  I have been watching people out exercising, being active.  I am looking forward to having the stamina and confidence to be able to go out in public and do the things I have avoided for so long.  
Surgery is 9/29.