How am I going to get through this?

 If your liver is fatty it has a greater risk of cracking and bleeding duing surgery. You keep that in mind and the liquid part will be easy.

Keep your eye on the big picture--which is a slim, strong, powerful new you. Go get some fashion mags, like Elle, or any of the other glam mags and look at all the pictures when you get hungry. I found youtubes that had beautiful gals dancing salsa and I watched them alot. Focus on what kind of new clothes you think you will buy. Good luck--we all did it and we all went thru Hell doing it, but you can do it. This is the trial by fire they all put us thru.