This morning my scale finally moved into the onderland zone!!!! I say "dare I believe it", because I won't fully believe it until it sticks for awhile. I know it's only a number, but I have not been under 200 lbs since my 20's, and I'm now 57. I feel like the life I shoulda, coulda, wanted to have had, though too late for some things, is now possible and laying wide open in front of me. What a great (and scary) feeling!