I'm going to be tested..
I think you should go out and enjoy yourself. Be mindful of your choices, but LIVE and have fun!!! I don't want to forever walk a tight rope of "I am going to die if I eat this 1 calorie." For me, one day I don't want to have to think of food enough to where I have to base my vacations around them either in planning them around the good places to eat or not being able to go because I can't bring supplements. I just want to be able to live... and go. I think that's what you should do... or I hope you can one day do. That's what I hope for all of us. Food has been the focus of our lives for too long. I think we all just want to be normal.

Oh, trust me- I'm going to have some good fun!
I just have been at this gung-ho for so long that three weeks without training wheels.. well, kinda feels strange to contemplate. I like to ease into things, this is more like throwing myself into the deep end!
I'm pretty confident in making decent calls most of the time, and I know me.. Just the visions of vacations past- food, planning trips around destination restaurants, what vacation treat to eat.. it's something I've always done, not doing it this time. Also not overplanning this trip- totally changing the way I do stuff, not just about food.. weird, you change one area of your life, and other areas tend to change as well.