I'm a cry baby!!

Mary,OMG, you sound just like I did a couple of days ago.  I am so sorry for how you are feeling.  I can tell you this, posting on here is one of the best way to deal with all of it.  I know it helped me.  I am right here with you sister, and from what I here, it gets better!  

Poor dear... Sounds like it stinks. Maybe try to make yourself get out and walk and get some sunshine, play some music you love and crank it. On my play list I have "A brand new day" by josh radin i think, and" keep your head up " by I think Andy grammar ( I know grammar is last name). I can check at home and repost. Both those songs help me sing away the blues! As far as hubby goes, I know when my dh travels I miss him, but then I also don't miss having to cook for him etc...so if you can find a way to have his absence allow you to focus more on YOU in a good way, do it. Go see some movies with friends, go to the gym, share babysitting with a friend, get a pedicure....take care of YOU. And when you feel weepy, visualize those fat cells melting away with your tears, since as the others have said, it is probably the estrogen being released by the DISAPPEARING FAT...wooohoooo. You got this girl! Hugs, Christina

 Thank you all for your sweet thoughtful, encouraging replies!! It means so so much to me! 

PS. I am going to try that Keurig trick this morning!!