Tomorrow is my day!
I leave for the hospital in less than 10 hours. I think I have most everything ready. This week on the pre-op diet has been brutal, but I've lost 14 lbs in 6 days so I shouldn't complain! I'm definitely nervous. I keep looking at my children (ages 2, 4, 6, 8) and thinking how horrible it would be if they lost me. My husband seems very anxious too. I think those hours when I'm out tomorrow will be really hard on him. I feel pretty ready though. I'm trying to think of it as an adventure. I've never had surgery (never been under a general, never been admitted to a hospital, only just had my first IV in May!) so it will be an interesting experience for sure. Geez...just thinking about it is making more nervous. Anyway, I look forward to joining the losers' bench. Thanks for letting me share. Just needed to get something out there.
Think positive thoughts...attitude is half the battle. Just think of what you will be able to do with that family of yours when you lose the weight...bikes, and walks (even runs), going to the park, playing on the floor without needing assistance getting off the floor!! My daughter is 15 and I feel like I missed so much with her. Trust your surgeon and follow ALL the rules he gives you and you will be fine. Sending prayers and positive energy your way.
I was a nervous wreck - had never had general anesthesia either. Worried for nothing! Look at your surgeons numbers - you're gonna be fine - their numbers tell you so!
Sending prayers and happy thoughts your way for a successful surgery and easy recovery. Remember the newbie mantra - sip walk rest repeat. See you on the loser's bench!
You will do amazing!! I am just 8 days out. The first few days you will have every emotion under the sun...even regret! Just remember that the feeling doesnt last forever!! If anything, enjoy your husband taking over the kids and chores! Take the time needed for you! Laugh, cry, and rejoice that you made this decision for your family and more importantly YOU! Chin up and best of luck!!
-Nikki
Congratulations! I'm thinking about you and sending positive vibes, prayers and good thoughts your way! It's not going to be easy, but the results will be so worth it! Keep us posted on your progress!
Started at (266 lbs) Pre-op (249) 7/10/13 Present (173) 03/19/14
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