I want to say I am sorry

I hope that ya'll will except my apology for yesterday.  Again it is no excuse but that 5dpt meltdown had me in full swing.  I appreciate everyone that posted to me and either offered advice/supoprt or showed me my stupid ways.  OMG how food can control your freaking mind.  So sad.  Again I only wanted to come here and be supportative and have support from people that have either gone through what I am going through now or are currently going through it.  A very very dear friend that LOVES this forum and suggested I come over here.  Boy what a first impression I must have made.  lol lol  I hope ya'll will let me start over.  BTW I am day 3 of the 5dpt and feeling MUCH better.  AND my dh got it much worse yesterday than ayone else.  AND I had to apologize to him to.  lol lol  Thanks again for at least listening to me! Denise

Denise, I have days like you did when I AM eating! Heck, my moods change when the wind blows! Don't worry about it. Keep smiling. Bex

If I'd gone that long without anything good to eat, no telling what I'd be doing to people.

 Ello Sweets :) Dont trip - we all have our moments. I know for a fact that i have been losing my MIND over the past 2 days - talkin about cant think straight, suddenly turned STUPID!!, cant focus (yet, here i am a glutten for punishment on Groundhog Day) & its literally taking everything in me NOT to be a complete *B* to my coworkers (lmao!!!) - but w/ the help from the folks on this board, im making it through it & so are you!! Like i said yesterday, I think you got some good replies & i also think you're doing a great job Just keep going.

It's alright...I always figure "there by the grace of God, go I..." and figure it must be stress... I stressed out completely and had a melt down at the end of February and said some things at work to get me on four weeks administrative leave...I'm HIGHLY sensitive to what comes out of my mouth now-a-days. LOL. I still want to throttle people, I just don't talk about it...hahhah.  That 5dpt is a killer. But it certainly helps to get control back again. Just one day of nothing but liquids was enough to be cathartic for me...Turned me RIGHT around.  Good luck to you..Check in with us often!  PS..today I'm in the lab at work so I did check while on my lunch...I'm just sorry I wasn't able to get on yesterday this time. It might have helped some. 

Hi Denise it takes a strong person to apologise, thanks. It truely is amazing what food, (or lack of) does to us addicts.  The great thing about life, is that we are given a new start each and every day. hugs, Ruth

Denise: It's all good! Don't fret over it...... RE the 5 day diet: You made it one more day farther than I ever did!!!

THanks everyone.  I truly truly apprecaite the understanding.  DAY 3 has been WONDERFUL for me.  I have NOT eaten nearly what i would have eaten or did eat on Sunday.  I am truly truly amazed.  THanks again for everything! Denise

Just stay focused.   You can do it.