Do you ever just not care?
The main time of the month that I struggle with being on top of my game is the day before I start my period. It's so hard on that day! This day for me was yesterday. I struggled, but my stomach/head just kept saying, "Hungry, hungry, hungry, hungry, eat, eat, eat, eat." I tried to eat high protien, healthy snacks, but I still ALWAYS go over my calories on this day. So I guess, in a way, it's that I don't care of this day. I just don't care as much on this day.
Oh Yes, there are definitely times when I just don't care. Thankfully they are few and far between so I haven't done any real weight damage. I was going thru this a few months ago and attended my local support group meeting. I told the girls I was talking to "I just feel like being a brat! I don't want to watch what I eat! I don't feel like following my routine right now! Blah blah blah!" I felt much better after I left the meeting and was able to pull it together and get right back on track. I think SO much of our daily focus is on ourselves~what we eat, our exercise routine, getting in plenty of water, taking vits~sometimes it just gets to be too much! I get tired!
~*~Tracy B~*~
328/160 *** 5'9"
start/current
OMG Cynthia, I am so there some days, go look at my profile, I posted a thread to the Texas message board about a month ago, frustrated and exhausted at how much WLS consumes my life some days.
Sure I love that I'm living life and I DON'T want to go back but I'd sure enjoy a day here and there when I just don't have to think about it.
Hugs,
Sure I love that I'm living life and I DON'T want to go back but I'd sure enjoy a day here and there when I just don't have to think about it.
Hugs,
Proximal RNY Lap - 02/21/05
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