5 Years Out and Sick!!

"I am sorry " is such a pitiful reply for someone that has lost a child.  It is all we pitiful mortals can offer in such a terrible, overwelming time for you.  My sister lost a child, and I watched her grieve, and she still misses her son.  I feel so sad for you, and I know you miss him terribly.  As contrived as it sounds; time will help the pain and suffering you feel. 

Again, as the other members stated; you must get your stats up.  You may need an iron transfusion, and you may need some different meds to help you through this time.  You have been through a terrible ordeal, and I can understand why you would turn to food for comfort.  It is the great imposter comforter for so many of us on this board.  Please let us know how you are doing.

Wow, I'm sorry you lost your son - that is such a heavy thing to go thru and live with.

You would feel amazingly  better if you got your iron and B12 back up to a normal range. 

How did your diagnosis of Bipolar go away?  It sounds like you have sooooooooooooooooooooooo much going on in your life.

I wish you well,
L

Hi Lisa,

I am so sorry for your loss, my brother died and my mother crys to me everyday and it has been 10 years, so I could just Imagine what you are going through.  Everything happens for a reason, and you are still here on this earth, so either you are going to be unhappy and sad, or you are going to do something to make yourself feel happy again.  I know it probably isn't easy, but just think about it, and maybe you will get the motivation to do what you got to do.  I am praying for you. Good-Luck!!!!