Stephania,
Please don't give up! I know you are very discouraged now; it must be hard to read the posts from those that have a surgery scheduled. But, you must keep trying. In the past God has asked me to work harder for things I really want. They do not come easily, but eventually what I am after does come. You may have more hardships to overcome, but your day will come!
Pat in Cairo, Il
“Destiny is not a matter of chance, it is a matter of choice; it is not a thing to be waited for, it is a thing to be achieved.” William Jennings Bryan I am wishing you all the best for the next chapter of the rest of your life.
Please help support Stephania. It seems she's lost all hope of ever having surgery. We must encourage her to stay strong until she can find a way to do this also. Stephania, If all else fails, check with your local vocational rehab.
Stephania, I also had BCBS of MS. Sorry excuse they are. If changing jobs is an object for you, here's what I did. Cut back to 2-12 hr. shifts at my old job so I could keep my sick time. Then picked up a full time job working 2-16 hr shifts per week. Ins kicked in after 45 days. The hours nearly killed me, but my surgery is NEXT Tuesday. Good luck & don't give up. Any questions, Just ask!