LORI-BABY GIRL.....I am so sorry to hear that you are going through this all alone. I am in Al., so far away but if I were closer, I promise you would not be alone!! I am going to start praying now for God to send you a special someone to come and be with you! Although I know you will not be totally alone.....The good Lord will be right there beside you through it all! I pray He will give you comfort and peace. My thoughts go with you also! Lots of love your way!**Bigmamafox**