I'm just getting caught up on the M.B. and so thought rather than reply to an old thread, I would just give you some good old fashioned support. I'm still a newbie post-op, so I certainly haven't experienced what you're going through, but I can certainly understand how easily it could happen. I don't personally care who you are, I just hope that you have continued success through treatment and that you continue to count on us at OH for help. With Love,