368

May 21, 2014

I weigh 368 pounds now. I started at 453 lbs and approaching my 100 lbs lost milestone. I am near happy tears at the thought that it is really happening while not happy it took so long. I wanted to note that here and let it go. I lost myself in a deep depression for a long time, way too long. The spiral of depression, denial, stress, and more kept me in a dark place for a long time and I stopped losing weight but I won't forget the start and I won't forgot how hard it is to get to where I am. Almost 100 lbs gone but I still have alot of pain and trying to address medical issues. Currently is the possibility of having endometriosis. A CT Scan has ruled out other causes of a severe debilitating pain in my lower belly. The only way to determine diagnosis beyond that is a D&C surgical procedure of the uterus lining. In the meanwhile I am testing for other causes of overall pain and fatigue to my joints, muscles, and nerves. My last goal was to break the 370 barrier by Mother's day and I did. Now my new goal is to reach 100 lbs total and that is... 353 and only 14 lbs so I want to be 350lbs and then will make next goal. xoxox

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