angmberry
Glass half full....OF FEAR
Feb 04, 2010
My fears have been getting the best of me.Fight or Flight syndrome--check. Tense muscles--check. Irratible and snappy--check. Headaches--check. Irrational thoughts--check.
Yeah, being in my head sucks....living with me probaby sucks too---sorry Eli.
Thank God Eli (suicide hotline boy) and Brad (the voice of collared reason) can talk me down from the ledge of doom. I realize my fears are trying to sabotage my efforts and choice.
I'm going to face my fears and personal monster head on. I am not going to let it stop me from becoming healthy. This monster is going down--in history. I will win this battle. I will embrace change.
I will let go... I will let go of bad habits. I will let go of self-defeating control, fear and anxiety. I will let go of the weight. I will let go of unhappiness and depression. I will let go of a negative self-image.
I will be a new me...a better me...a healthy and happy me.
Here's to me!