Billie Jo C.
The Final Week.....
May 10, 2010
Well this is the final week before Medicaid gives me the big answer....They hold my life in the palm of their hands with an approval or denial. I'm praying they approve me because I don't think I have the will to keep moving forward. It feels like my life is spinning out of control. The stress alone is killing me. It's been far to long since I had any kind of happiness in my life. This has been such a stressful time for me over the last 4 years, and I'll be glad when its over. I just hope it ends on a happy note.
I'm so very nervous about my hearing before the ALJ this Friday 14th of May 2010. She will be the one to render the final decision on my case. I'm trying not to get so overwhelmed by this but, its very hard....
I'm reading through some of the posts here on obesity help trying to keep a positive outlook on everything, so I don't completely freak out.
I really want this to be over so I can move forward to a more positive life. I've lost touch with myself and forgot what it felt like to be me. My dreams of being free of this burden are so close and within my grasps that its bound to drive me crazy.
But I'm hanging in there....
For better or for worse....
For Better I hope
-Billie
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About Me
Spokane, WA
Location
44.3
BMI
Surgery
07/19/2011
Surgery Date
Aug 16, 2006
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