Blueberry81
Surgery day
May 05, 2017
Ok so its 4:39 am in Toronto. And i am up . Its surgery day. I'm excited. Anxious. Nervous. But i just can't wait to see what tomorrow holds. I have to be at the hospital at noon surgery is at 3pm. I don't understand why they do surgery so late knowing it takes hours. I just want to get through it and be able to say goodnight to my babies....
I packed their suitcas and sent it off with bestie she is absolutely amazing. Don't know what I wuld do without her. I packed a few things fr myself. Wish i knew where the tablet cord is....
So I didn't reach my weight loss goal. I wanted to lose 30lbs while on the pre op diet. I lost just over 19lbs as of yesterday. I hope the hospital weighs me today if i hit the 20lbs lost mark I'd be ok.
I don't have a definite goal weight but i would like to see myself eventually in the 100s but i think i would look ill being that skinny at 5ft10. I think being around 230 lbs would be my first major goal nov 2018.
My goal for September 5th 2017 is to lose 70lbs i know i set big goals but i can do it....
I am so ready for this next step in life to be a healthier me..... goals are meant to be achieved....
I will keep you all posted on my recovery.