Dorkgirl_41
Still Waiting
Mar 24, 2013
I'm getting impatient waiting for the surgery scheduler to call. I left another message on Friday to hopefully get things moving, but I know I just have to wait until she gets to my chart. Already been cleared by my surgeon to get a date, just have to wait for the scheduler to get through her stack. I picture a huge stack of charts on her desk that she's toiling to get through. lol
In the meantime, I'm working on the necessary changes. Still struggling with no drinking with meals. That's going to be a booger for me. I'm making myself a space that's just dedicated to be my "bariatric" shelf. With two young adult sons living in the house I have to claim what's mine and let them know hands off! Also preparing my closet. Seeing what sizes I have and washing those that I haven't been able to wear in years. I can't wait until I start going through the sizes!
I've been bookmarking WLS personal blogs and such in an attempt to get even more info. I'm consumed by this journey and I think that's what I have to be....consumed. I need to have this hyper focus in order to make these changes and make them stick. I'm determined more than I have ever been to make this necessary change. I want to live. Simple as that.