What Am I Doing Wrong??!!

Oct 14, 2010

So, I have approximately 2 weeks to lose 12 pounds. I REFUSE to fail again because this will have been the fifth time I've rescheduled. I've been doing my best to stay between 1,200 and 1,600 calories, drink tons of water and get some activity in. The other day I was down 2.4 pounds. This morning, however, I was up 4!!!! UGH! I honestly don't know what to do anymore. I'm so completely stuck. What do I have to do?? Stop eating?? I'm really battling with feeling like I'm stuck here. I will never get surgery because I'm forever destined to be 322 pounds.

I've been on the LiveStrong.com website all morning. It's really given me alot of ideas. I think I focus too heavily on calories, and not nearly enough on exercise. Time to make a new plan. I'm about ready to give up.


** Just to add a little update. Have you ever just known one of those nasty, rotten people?!!? As if I wasn't already feeling low enough. My sister and I were discussing age via Facebook when I mentioned that I get told ALOT that I look really young. People are shocked when I tell them I'm 34. I don't get a whole lot of compliments so I was really cherishing that one. It's the little things right?! Well then she makes a comment that, one of the benefits of being fat is looking younger. She posted this towards me on another family members page! Needless to say, I deleted everything I posted and literally had to fight the tears. I don't know I've been so emotional lately.  My sister weighs 400+ pounds and has always been completely comfortable with her weight. At one point she was looking into WLS too until she found out she'd have to lose 100 pounds first. Whatever.....

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