Damn You Turkey!!

Dec 01, 2010

My surgical goal is 310. Thursday morning (Thanksgiving), I was at 312!!! I really was at a loss that day. I wasn't sure if I should just skip Thanksgiving and try to get weighed in on Friday, or just enjoy the day. Well after much mental debate, I enjoyed the day....and the next day and the day after that!! Leftovers are killer!! So after 3 days of drinking tons of soda (always diet), turkey and bread (I actually did skip the pie), I assessed the damage. In just 3 days I went from 312 to 325!!! WTF!!! Unless I really did consume almost 50,000 calories in those few days, I'm assuming a majority of it is water. Still...ugh!!! I am so freaking close it hurts. I've done everything, even the chest x-ray and EKG! Anyway, as of this morning I am back down to 319 (after some really strict dieting). I'm going to continue this special diet I am on and see where I am at Friday morning. Maybe, just maybe, I will be able to weigh in and call Nancy!!!

In the mean time I realised that, as of today, I can officially say I am having surgery next month!!!  That thought is crazy to me!!!!! I am going to start shopping for the things I can get in advance such as: canned soups, sf jello, unflavored protein etc...) I already bought myself a cool little blender for Christmas (I bought it AND wrapped it! lol). I need a few other things too. As long as I hit goal by Friday I will be able to get surgery at the beginning of January!!

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