Maria, I felt the same way pre-surgery-I wasn't nervous so much as excited. I know you read it all the time on peoples' profiles, but I can't tell you how this surgery has changed my life. I have such a sunnier outlook these days and I feel 15 years younger. Sometimes I almost have to pinch myself. I am so happy for you! It's a little bewildering at first but you'll figure it out. I'm sending good thoughts your way. I wish you a successful, uneventful surgery and a quick recovery. Hugs, barb