What if it does not happen

Jul 21, 2012

 Today my mind wondered on the chance that the surgery does not happen. That frightens me very much. I want this so bad. It's like being a kid in a candy store or a dog with a bone sitting in front of it. I know I have to be realistic however to the fact that even without surgery a lot has to change. I have to start looking at what I am putting in my body and how much. I was answering some of the psych questions regarding when and how I eat and how over eating makes me feel. I realize this is very important because I will need to face those mental challenges pre and post op. My thoughts run high today on my strength to beat this addiction once and for all. Those who know the word of prayer and use it please count me in. God Bless

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